Blog 112 – Am I Happy?

I’m just grateful. Grateful for the many lessons learnt this year. Grateful that I live in a country free from persecution and terrorism. Grateful for the friends created. Grateful for the toxic relationships learnt from. There is no extended metaphor for this chat, just the pure reflection of grace.

 

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It’s been full on.

But what makes me happiest is that I have picked up the ability to be grateful for the blessings that creating deep meaningful relationships with friends and family brings. That no matter what bullshit comes along, every memory and experience lived was worth it and that no negativity can erase those experiences from existing. That we have plenty to be alive for, sometimes they just seem to diminish. It’s taken a whole lot of proving to myself that I am worth other people’s time to realise that the chances of me existing with my persona in this time with this universal alignment is one in four hundred trillion (1:400,000,000,000,000) and that comparing myself to others is highly irrelevant. And no I’m not always happy, but grateful is a pretty good place to start.

 

Thanks for checking in.

 

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